My past lies in here.

Everything I've been through....


is written here.

I don't want to remember everything because I feel abused and hurt. Not because I still love him.
But because I never loved myself when I was with him.
I poured out every love that I've had and in the end, he got away with it.

How should I make my heart whole again?

Guess what...
I found the answer.

It's by letting go. 

And letting go means I'm not going to be affected by everything that has happened, hence, I will treasure everything I've learned during the 2 years of the wrong love.

It's nice to see myself smile again.
It's nice being free.
Because after all, I learned that I deserve to be happy.