DEJAVU: HELLO and GOOD BYE

"I think I'm starting to have feelings for you..."

"Same here. Do you think we should try if we're really compatible?"

"Can we do that? I'd love to."

"I'm really happy to be with you."

"I love you."

"I love you too..."
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"I can't believe that you're so selfish! What a childish attitude! Grow up!"

"Ha! You're the one who's at fault. Don't put the blame on me!"

"When will you start thinking about the feelings of other people? When will you see that I'm hurting inside?!?!"

"I didn't do that. You broke yourself because you allowed it to hurt you!"

"What the... are you playing dumb or you just can't see how hard it is for me to be in this position?"

"If it's hard for you then let's stop this right now. I'm hanging up. BYE!"

"What?!?!"

"I'm just saying... if you're that hurt, then there's no point of going on. We should just stop."

"How can you say that so easily??????"

"It's easy. Let me go and I'll let you go. This is just a waste of time."

"Wow. I can't believe that I never saw this side of yours. You changed so much. It's like I'm talking to a person I don't know."

"You don't know me well so stop saying that I changed. It's annoying. This is annoying!!"

"You've changed so much. Tell me honestly... do you... I mean..."

"Yes, I like her so stop pushing yourself for me. It's over. WE ARE OVER. It's not like this was serious."

"So it's because of someone else... ha... I can't believe that you just threw it all away..."

"I threw what?"

"My heart. My feelings. My everything..."

"Look. I'm sorry. It's not you. It's me."

"What do you mean?"

"I wasn't even sure why we ended being a couple but to be honest we were not right for each other so please. Stop being pathetic over this relationship. It's never going to work. This is not a fairytale."

"Is it bad that I believe in a happy ending???"

"Yes 'coz life sucks. It's always unfair. Stop dreaming about a perfect love like those fairy tale stories. It isn't like that. There's always an end to something. Like us."

"I can't believe this..."

"Well, this is real. This is how life is. Whatever you have right now, is not going to last because it will suck the hell out of you. It will piss you so much. Far from what you can even imagine. It will hurt you in so many ways that sometimes you just want to die. But don't. Since you're always going back to step 1. Starting all over again."

"I feel like dying..."

"Then that means your alive. Because you feel hurt. Your brain is working. Your senses are working..."

"I'm alive yet you killed me inside."

"I'm sorry..."

"It always starts with simple hellos and it always ends with a simple
sorry..."

"Hello..."

"What? What are you... what are you doing? Hey don't joke around! Hello?? Hey! Are you still there???"

"Thank you for letting me know that I'm alive..."

"Oh.. I'm sorry. I'm not like what you've always dreamed of..."

"I'm also sorry... for being dumb... and for believing in you.. and for believing in a thing called love."

"Hello?? Hello??? Hey. You're not thinking of ending...."

"I love you.... I'm sorry..." *ends the call*

Isn’t It Amazing?

Isn’t It Amazing?

Isn't it amazing how kids get happy because of simple things? Like, they smile every time they see something fascinating.

Isn't it amazing how much we loved playing when we were kids?

Isn't it amazing how we cried just because we scraped our knees from running or falling down?

Isn't it amazing how kids have problems that adults don't even have time to care about it because they are so simple?

Isn't it amazing how we all wanted to 'grow up' when we were kids, for the sake of experiencing more? We hoped that we would still have our 'scraped knees' as our problem but instead of that, we've had our hearts broken because of wrong choices, wrong relationships, wrong decisions and all other kinds of wrongs.

Isn't amazing how we all wanted to 'become a kid again' when we grew up?
We thought that being an adult will get us everything in life. But we lost a lot. Just for the sake of aiming 'happiness' without caring for the people around us.  Instead of gaining more, we've lost our friends, our colleagues and ourselves.

We were dumb.
We were selfish---to the point that we wanted to turn back the time for ourselves.
Isn't it amazing that we were wrong again?
It has always been like this.
Screw life.

Ang babae.

April 17,2012
11:57am

Ang babae, hindi ginawa ng DIYOS para saktan, lokohin at paglaruan.
Sabi nga nila, kahit itago ng lalaki ang mga kalokohan nila,
Lalabas at lalabas ang katotohanan at hindi magpapaapi ang mga babae.

Hindi sila karapat-dapat na saktan.
Kung nakasakit ka man,
mag sorry ka ng taos puso.
Hindi yung hihingi ka pa ng sorry eh uulitin mo lang naman.

Mapagpasensya ang mga babae lalo na pag mahal ka niya.
Pero tandaan mo,
oras na mapagod at mag sawa 'yan,
hinding hindi mo na siya makikilala.

Maaring maging bitter siya, o 'di kaya'y tapatan na ang ugali mo.
Oo, mahal ka niya.
Pero hangga't hindi mo pinapatunayang nagbago ka at talagang nagsisisi ka na,

Eto ang tandaan mo,
NAGKAMALI KA NG TAONG KINALABAN MO.