DEJAVU: HELLO and GOOD BYE

"I think I'm starting to have feelings for you..."

"Same here. Do you think we should try if we're really compatible?"

"Can we do that? I'd love to."

"I'm really happy to be with you."

"I love you."

"I love you too..."
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"I can't believe that you're so selfish! What a childish attitude! Grow up!"

"Ha! You're the one who's at fault. Don't put the blame on me!"

"When will you start thinking about the feelings of other people? When will you see that I'm hurting inside?!?!"

"I didn't do that. You broke yourself because you allowed it to hurt you!"

"What the... are you playing dumb or you just can't see how hard it is for me to be in this position?"

"If it's hard for you then let's stop this right now. I'm hanging up. BYE!"

"What?!?!"

"I'm just saying... if you're that hurt, then there's no point of going on. We should just stop."

"How can you say that so easily??????"

"It's easy. Let me go and I'll let you go. This is just a waste of time."

"Wow. I can't believe that I never saw this side of yours. You changed so much. It's like I'm talking to a person I don't know."

"You don't know me well so stop saying that I changed. It's annoying. This is annoying!!"

"You've changed so much. Tell me honestly... do you... I mean..."

"Yes, I like her so stop pushing yourself for me. It's over. WE ARE OVER. It's not like this was serious."

"So it's because of someone else... ha... I can't believe that you just threw it all away..."

"I threw what?"

"My heart. My feelings. My everything..."

"Look. I'm sorry. It's not you. It's me."

"What do you mean?"

"I wasn't even sure why we ended being a couple but to be honest we were not right for each other so please. Stop being pathetic over this relationship. It's never going to work. This is not a fairytale."

"Is it bad that I believe in a happy ending???"

"Yes 'coz life sucks. It's always unfair. Stop dreaming about a perfect love like those fairy tale stories. It isn't like that. There's always an end to something. Like us."

"I can't believe this..."

"Well, this is real. This is how life is. Whatever you have right now, is not going to last because it will suck the hell out of you. It will piss you so much. Far from what you can even imagine. It will hurt you in so many ways that sometimes you just want to die. But don't. Since you're always going back to step 1. Starting all over again."

"I feel like dying..."

"Then that means your alive. Because you feel hurt. Your brain is working. Your senses are working..."

"I'm alive yet you killed me inside."

"I'm sorry..."

"It always starts with simple hellos and it always ends with a simple
sorry..."

"Hello..."

"What? What are you... what are you doing? Hey don't joke around! Hello?? Hey! Are you still there???"

"Thank you for letting me know that I'm alive..."

"Oh.. I'm sorry. I'm not like what you've always dreamed of..."

"I'm also sorry... for being dumb... and for believing in you.. and for believing in a thing called love."

"Hello?? Hello??? Hey. You're not thinking of ending...."

"I love you.... I'm sorry..." *ends the call*

Isn’t It Amazing?

Isn’t It Amazing?

Isn't it amazing how kids get happy because of simple things? Like, they smile every time they see something fascinating.

Isn't it amazing how much we loved playing when we were kids?

Isn't it amazing how we cried just because we scraped our knees from running or falling down?

Isn't it amazing how kids have problems that adults don't even have time to care about it because they are so simple?

Isn't it amazing how we all wanted to 'grow up' when we were kids, for the sake of experiencing more? We hoped that we would still have our 'scraped knees' as our problem but instead of that, we've had our hearts broken because of wrong choices, wrong relationships, wrong decisions and all other kinds of wrongs.

Isn't amazing how we all wanted to 'become a kid again' when we grew up?
We thought that being an adult will get us everything in life. But we lost a lot. Just for the sake of aiming 'happiness' without caring for the people around us.  Instead of gaining more, we've lost our friends, our colleagues and ourselves.

We were dumb.
We were selfish---to the point that we wanted to turn back the time for ourselves.
Isn't it amazing that we were wrong again?
It has always been like this.
Screw life.

Hindi porket masaya siya ngayon e wala siyang problema. Alam niya kasing kahit sabihin niyang suko na siya, walang makikiramay sa kanya.

Para sa lahat ng taong may kilalang ganito:

Sabihin mo sa kanya kung gaano siya kamahal ng Diyos. Pagsubok lang yan. Hindi pa matatapos ang pag-ikot ng mundo kaya ‘wag siyang susuko. :)

Ang babae.

April 17,2012
11:57am

Ang babae, hindi ginawa ng DIYOS para saktan, lokohin at paglaruan.
Sabi nga nila, kahit itago ng lalaki ang mga kalokohan nila,
Lalabas at lalabas ang katotohanan at hindi magpapaapi ang mga babae.

Hindi sila karapat-dapat na saktan.
Kung nakasakit ka man,
mag sorry ka ng taos puso.
Hindi yung hihingi ka pa ng sorry eh uulitin mo lang naman.

Mapagpasensya ang mga babae lalo na pag mahal ka niya.
Pero tandaan mo,
oras na mapagod at mag sawa 'yan,
hinding hindi mo na siya makikilala.

Maaring maging bitter siya, o 'di kaya'y tapatan na ang ugali mo.
Oo, mahal ka niya.
Pero hangga't hindi mo pinapatunayang nagbago ka at talagang nagsisisi ka na,

Eto ang tandaan mo,
NAGKAMALI KA NG TAONG KINALABAN MO.

LEGAL NA RELASYON.

April 6,2012
7:22pm

Ang pagiging legal ninyong mag partner (boyfriend & girlfriend) ay isa sa pinaka masarap na feeling sa mundo.

Let me explain why by giving situational examples:

situation no.1:
Officer ka ng isang club sa school at wala pa ang papa/mama mo para sunduin ka at hindi ka marunong mag commute. Andyan siya para bantayan ka. Hindi masyadong mag aalala ang parents mo kasi nasa mabuti kang mga kamay.

situation no.2:
May mabigat kang problema at alam mong kahit anong explain o pakikiramay ng friends mo, sa kanya ka lang mapapanatag.

situation no.3:
May family dinner kayo, pag kilala siya ng parents mo, welcome siyang sumama.

situation no.4:
Bakasyon na. Wala ng pasok. Hindi na kayo magkikita araw araw pero bibisitahin ka niya para lang makita ka.

situation no.5:
Pag may away or tampuhan kayo,pwede ka niyang puntahan sa bahay para mag sorry.

situation no.6:
Pag may problema kayo, makakatulong na ang parents mo dahil pwede ka ng mag share sa kanila. Wala ka ng kailangang itago.

situation no.7:
Malayang malaya kayong makakapag date or gimik with your parents permission. Kahit na may curfew or may specific na time ang pag uwi, at least hindi niyo kailangang mag sinungaling at tumakas para lang magkita kayo.


etc.
Maraming examples ang pwedeng magbigay liwanag na ang pagiging legal ng magkarelasyon ay masaya.

Ewan ko ba kung anong problema ng kabataan ngayon pero ang hilig nila sa ilegal na relasyon.

Ang sakin lang,
oo nga't bawal pa para sa ating edad
ang maagang pakikipagrelasyon
dala ng mapanuksong lipunan,
pero kung mulat naman ang iyong mga mata sa
katotohanan,
at may takot kayo sa Diyos,
alam mo ang inyong limitasyon.
Hindi kailangang mag-alala ng iyong mga magulang
dahil nasa tama kayong pag iisip.
Respetuhin niyo ang bawat isa.

Ang dapat lang,
ipakilala mo ng maayos at matiwasay ang partner mo.
Ipakausap mo sa mga magulang mo ang partner mo.
Hayaan mong maging close niya ang mama at papa mo.
Mas gusto rin ng mga magulang na nakikilala
nilang mabuti ang taong 
pagkakatiwalaan nila para sa kanilang anak. 

Hindi mo kailangan magkaroon ng maraming karelasyon bago
mo mahanap ang taong mamahalin mo pang habang buhay.
Ang kailangan mo lang,
ipagdasal ang kanyang pagdating.
At gawing kaaya-aya ang iyong sarili sa paningin ng Diyos. 
Darating siya ng hindi natin inaasahan. 

Malay mo, ka-tropa mo pala siya o yung inaaway mong kapitbahay o 
'di kaya 'yung schoolmate mo. 
Expect the unexpected, ika nga nila.

Ang masasabi ko lang, basta pag dumating siya sa'yo,
magkakaron ng kulay ang buhay mo.
Hindi man literal, pero mararamdaman mo rin ito. 

Sino nga bang aayaw sa ganyang relasyon?
Ang malaya, walang sikreto sa magulang, at higit sa lahat, walang dapat itago. 

:)

Thank God, I found you. I'm sorry...

Feb.17, 2012
02:35pm

Hindi ako magkakaganito kung hindi kita minahal ng sobra.
Thankful akong binigay ka sa akin ni God.
You've treated me as a princess despite sa mga kamalian ko.
You have done everything for me and you did it well.

I'm still hoping na maayos 'to.
Kasi alam ko, kung mawala ka man sa akin,
no one can replace you..
Hindi nila mapapantayan lahat ng nagawa mo para sa'ken.
Hindi ko na mararanasan kung ano pakiramdam ng may nagmamahal sa'yo ng sobra.
And lastly,
wala ng susuporta sa'ken lagi like the way you did.


Even pag nagkakamali ako, you were there to help and guide me and cheer me up.

I guess everything will not be the same anymore..


I just wanna say, I still love you.
I'm still hoping that you love me too... :(

Kahit ba ikaw na ang tama, ikaw pa rin ang dapat mag-sorry?

Jan.20,2012

Parang mali naman ata yun. Hindi porket na mabait siya, eh aabusuhin mo na lang. Hindi pwedeng habangbuhay kang martir. Ikaw rin ang masasaktan nang paulit-ulit. Dapat iniintindi mo rin kung ano ang nararamdaman niya. 

Kung ikaw na yung mali, dapat ikaw na ang magbaba ng pride mo dahil kung lalabanan mo lang at ipapagtatanggol ang sarili mo na kaya mo nagawa ang isang bagay dahil galit siya. Isipin mo kung bakit siya nagalit at isipin mo rin kung ikaw ang nasa kalagayan niya, ano ang mararamdaman mo.

Hindi pwedeng laging ganito. 

Kung galit siya, ikaw na ang lumapit at magpakumbaba. 

Hindi ka rin naman matitiis nun e. Inaantay ka lang niya na mag-sorry ka. Baliktarin mo man ang mundo, kahit may nagawa kang mali, basta mahal ka nang tao, hindi naging mahirap magpatawad. Maliban na lang kung paulit-ulit mo na ‘tong ginawa pero hindi ka naman nagbabago.

Mahirap na magsisi sa huli. Baka mawala pa siya. Kaya kung ako sa’yo, mag-sorry ka.