DEJAVU: HELLO and GOOD BYE

"I think I'm starting to have feelings for you..."

"Same here. Do you think we should try if we're really compatible?"

"Can we do that? I'd love to."

"I'm really happy to be with you."

"I love you."

"I love you too..."
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"I can't believe that you're so selfish! What a childish attitude! Grow up!"

"Ha! You're the one who's at fault. Don't put the blame on me!"

"When will you start thinking about the feelings of other people? When will you see that I'm hurting inside?!?!"

"I didn't do that. You broke yourself because you allowed it to hurt you!"

"What the... are you playing dumb or you just can't see how hard it is for me to be in this position?"

"If it's hard for you then let's stop this right now. I'm hanging up. BYE!"

"What?!?!"

"I'm just saying... if you're that hurt, then there's no point of going on. We should just stop."

"How can you say that so easily??????"

"It's easy. Let me go and I'll let you go. This is just a waste of time."

"Wow. I can't believe that I never saw this side of yours. You changed so much. It's like I'm talking to a person I don't know."

"You don't know me well so stop saying that I changed. It's annoying. This is annoying!!"

"You've changed so much. Tell me honestly... do you... I mean..."

"Yes, I like her so stop pushing yourself for me. It's over. WE ARE OVER. It's not like this was serious."

"So it's because of someone else... ha... I can't believe that you just threw it all away..."

"I threw what?"

"My heart. My feelings. My everything..."

"Look. I'm sorry. It's not you. It's me."

"What do you mean?"

"I wasn't even sure why we ended being a couple but to be honest we were not right for each other so please. Stop being pathetic over this relationship. It's never going to work. This is not a fairytale."

"Is it bad that I believe in a happy ending???"

"Yes 'coz life sucks. It's always unfair. Stop dreaming about a perfect love like those fairy tale stories. It isn't like that. There's always an end to something. Like us."

"I can't believe this..."

"Well, this is real. This is how life is. Whatever you have right now, is not going to last because it will suck the hell out of you. It will piss you so much. Far from what you can even imagine. It will hurt you in so many ways that sometimes you just want to die. But don't. Since you're always going back to step 1. Starting all over again."

"I feel like dying..."

"Then that means your alive. Because you feel hurt. Your brain is working. Your senses are working..."

"I'm alive yet you killed me inside."

"I'm sorry..."

"It always starts with simple hellos and it always ends with a simple
sorry..."

"Hello..."

"What? What are you... what are you doing? Hey don't joke around! Hello?? Hey! Are you still there???"

"Thank you for letting me know that I'm alive..."

"Oh.. I'm sorry. I'm not like what you've always dreamed of..."

"I'm also sorry... for being dumb... and for believing in you.. and for believing in a thing called love."

"Hello?? Hello??? Hey. You're not thinking of ending...."

"I love you.... I'm sorry..." *ends the call*

Kahit ba ikaw na ang tama, ikaw pa rin ang dapat mag-sorry?

Jan.20,2012

Parang mali naman ata yun. Hindi porket na mabait siya, eh aabusuhin mo na lang. Hindi pwedeng habangbuhay kang martir. Ikaw rin ang masasaktan nang paulit-ulit. Dapat iniintindi mo rin kung ano ang nararamdaman niya. 

Kung ikaw na yung mali, dapat ikaw na ang magbaba ng pride mo dahil kung lalabanan mo lang at ipapagtatanggol ang sarili mo na kaya mo nagawa ang isang bagay dahil galit siya. Isipin mo kung bakit siya nagalit at isipin mo rin kung ikaw ang nasa kalagayan niya, ano ang mararamdaman mo.

Hindi pwedeng laging ganito. 

Kung galit siya, ikaw na ang lumapit at magpakumbaba. 

Hindi ka rin naman matitiis nun e. Inaantay ka lang niya na mag-sorry ka. Baliktarin mo man ang mundo, kahit may nagawa kang mali, basta mahal ka nang tao, hindi naging mahirap magpatawad. Maliban na lang kung paulit-ulit mo na ‘tong ginawa pero hindi ka naman nagbabago.

Mahirap na magsisi sa huli. Baka mawala pa siya. Kaya kung ako sa’yo, mag-sorry ka.

Ang sakit ng salitang, “MALAYA KA NA.”

September 29,2011

Ano kayang gagawin mo pag nasa moment ka na gusto ka na niyang pakawalan?

Dahil daw ‘di na niya kaya. Give up na siya.

Papayag ka ba?

Payag ka bang makita mo siyang nahihirapan na kahit na mahal ka niya?

Ano kaya ba?

Ang hirap naman kasing makitang nasasaktan ‘yung mahal mo dahil kagagawan mo rin.

Lagi kang nagkakamali at lagi kang walang oras sa kanya.

Sabihin na nating busy ka, pero dapat may time ka pa rin.

You have to prove that you exert effort to show that you love him/her.

Ngayon, pag gusto na niyang sumuko, anong gagawin mo?

Ang hirap mag desisyon agad agad ‘no? Baka pagsisihan mo.

Kung ako sa’yo, ‘wag ka muna mag-sasalita.

Baka magsisi ka sa huli. Mahirap na.

Ikaw din ang talo.

Kaya pag napunta ka sa moment na ‘yan ang sabihin mo na lang,

“God’s will ba ito?”

Dahil si God, hindi pumapayag na nasasaktan ang mga anak Niya.

Kaya ‘wag padalos-dalos. Mahirap na.

Ikaw rin ‘yung mawawalan.