DEJAVU: HELLO and GOOD BYE

"I think I'm starting to have feelings for you..."

"Same here. Do you think we should try if we're really compatible?"

"Can we do that? I'd love to."

"I'm really happy to be with you."

"I love you."

"I love you too..."
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"I can't believe that you're so selfish! What a childish attitude! Grow up!"

"Ha! You're the one who's at fault. Don't put the blame on me!"

"When will you start thinking about the feelings of other people? When will you see that I'm hurting inside?!?!"

"I didn't do that. You broke yourself because you allowed it to hurt you!"

"What the... are you playing dumb or you just can't see how hard it is for me to be in this position?"

"If it's hard for you then let's stop this right now. I'm hanging up. BYE!"

"What?!?!"

"I'm just saying... if you're that hurt, then there's no point of going on. We should just stop."

"How can you say that so easily??????"

"It's easy. Let me go and I'll let you go. This is just a waste of time."

"Wow. I can't believe that I never saw this side of yours. You changed so much. It's like I'm talking to a person I don't know."

"You don't know me well so stop saying that I changed. It's annoying. This is annoying!!"

"You've changed so much. Tell me honestly... do you... I mean..."

"Yes, I like her so stop pushing yourself for me. It's over. WE ARE OVER. It's not like this was serious."

"So it's because of someone else... ha... I can't believe that you just threw it all away..."

"I threw what?"

"My heart. My feelings. My everything..."

"Look. I'm sorry. It's not you. It's me."

"What do you mean?"

"I wasn't even sure why we ended being a couple but to be honest we were not right for each other so please. Stop being pathetic over this relationship. It's never going to work. This is not a fairytale."

"Is it bad that I believe in a happy ending???"

"Yes 'coz life sucks. It's always unfair. Stop dreaming about a perfect love like those fairy tale stories. It isn't like that. There's always an end to something. Like us."

"I can't believe this..."

"Well, this is real. This is how life is. Whatever you have right now, is not going to last because it will suck the hell out of you. It will piss you so much. Far from what you can even imagine. It will hurt you in so many ways that sometimes you just want to die. But don't. Since you're always going back to step 1. Starting all over again."

"I feel like dying..."

"Then that means your alive. Because you feel hurt. Your brain is working. Your senses are working..."

"I'm alive yet you killed me inside."

"I'm sorry..."

"It always starts with simple hellos and it always ends with a simple
sorry..."

"Hello..."

"What? What are you... what are you doing? Hey don't joke around! Hello?? Hey! Are you still there???"

"Thank you for letting me know that I'm alive..."

"Oh.. I'm sorry. I'm not like what you've always dreamed of..."

"I'm also sorry... for being dumb... and for believing in you.. and for believing in a thing called love."

"Hello?? Hello??? Hey. You're not thinking of ending...."

"I love you.... I'm sorry..." *ends the call*

Isn’t It Amazing?

Isn’t It Amazing?

Isn't it amazing how kids get happy because of simple things? Like, they smile every time they see something fascinating.

Isn't it amazing how much we loved playing when we were kids?

Isn't it amazing how we cried just because we scraped our knees from running or falling down?

Isn't it amazing how kids have problems that adults don't even have time to care about it because they are so simple?

Isn't it amazing how we all wanted to 'grow up' when we were kids, for the sake of experiencing more? We hoped that we would still have our 'scraped knees' as our problem but instead of that, we've had our hearts broken because of wrong choices, wrong relationships, wrong decisions and all other kinds of wrongs.

Isn't amazing how we all wanted to 'become a kid again' when we grew up?
We thought that being an adult will get us everything in life. But we lost a lot. Just for the sake of aiming 'happiness' without caring for the people around us.  Instead of gaining more, we've lost our friends, our colleagues and ourselves.

We were dumb.
We were selfish---to the point that we wanted to turn back the time for ourselves.
Isn't it amazing that we were wrong again?
It has always been like this.
Screw life.

Hindi porket masaya siya ngayon e wala siyang problema. Alam niya kasing kahit sabihin niyang suko na siya, walang makikiramay sa kanya.

Para sa lahat ng taong may kilalang ganito:

Sabihin mo sa kanya kung gaano siya kamahal ng Diyos. Pagsubok lang yan. Hindi pa matatapos ang pag-ikot ng mundo kaya ‘wag siyang susuko. :)

Ang mata ng iba..

Feb. 17,2012
2:40pm

Lahat ng pinaghirapan ko, mawawala din pala.
Bakit ako ang napili niyo?
Ginawa ko naman lahat pero hindi pa pala sapat.

Ganun ba talaga ang pakikitungo ng tao?
Magkamali ka lang, hindi ka na maaaring bumalik sa buhay nila?

Hindi ba pwedeng patawarin muna?
Masakit man isipin pero napakahirap magkamali lalo na sa mundong alam mong kahit magpaliwanag ka na nang isang daang beses, eh wala pa ring maniniwala sa'yo.
Kahit wala silang ebidensyang ginawa mo 'yun,
pag -tsitsimisan ka na lang.
Magugulat ka na lang, hindi ka na papansinin ng iba.
Hindi ba't mali ang pang huhusga?

Kung gayon, bakit napakaraming mata ang mahilig mang alipusta? :((((

Thank God, I found you. I'm sorry...

Feb.17, 2012
02:35pm

Hindi ako magkakaganito kung hindi kita minahal ng sobra.
Thankful akong binigay ka sa akin ni God.
You've treated me as a princess despite sa mga kamalian ko.
You have done everything for me and you did it well.

I'm still hoping na maayos 'to.
Kasi alam ko, kung mawala ka man sa akin,
no one can replace you..
Hindi nila mapapantayan lahat ng nagawa mo para sa'ken.
Hindi ko na mararanasan kung ano pakiramdam ng may nagmamahal sa'yo ng sobra.
And lastly,
wala ng susuporta sa'ken lagi like the way you did.


Even pag nagkakamali ako, you were there to help and guide me and cheer me up.

I guess everything will not be the same anymore..


I just wanna say, I still love you.
I'm still hoping that you love me too... :(

Bakit?

September 19,2011

1:30PM (PHYSICS TIME)

Aking sinta, ako nama'y walang ginagawang masama.

Ako'y nakikipag-usap lamang sa kanila.

Bakit nga ba ika'y galit lagi?

Siguro nga ako'y laging mali.

Ikaw nama'y laging kawawa.

Dahil sa aking mga nagawa.

Wala ka na bang tiwala?

Kawawa naman ako.

Kawawa naman tayo.

Hanggang dito na lang ba talaga ang pagmamahalang ito?

Dahil sa aking nagawa,

Tayo'y biglang masisira.

:C

"Hindi lang naman puro kawalan 'yung nasa mundo. Marami pang magandang bagay na para sa'yo, hindi mo lang pinapahalagahan."

"Hindi lang naman puro kawalan 'yung nasa mundo. Marami pang magandang bagay na para sa'yo, hindi mo lang pinapahalagahan."



You'll just never know how important a person is unlesshe/she is gone.
'Yan kasi 'yung reality. 
Minsan, kuntento tayo na nanjan 'yung isang tao kasi alam natin na hindi tayo iiwan. 
Pero once na nawala na 'yun,

dun mo lang malalaman kung gano kahalaga sa'yo tsaka dun mo lang pagsisisihan 'yung kamalian mo na hindi mo ginawa lahat ng kaya mo nung nanjan pa siya...


You just really have to think that time flies.
So grab & seize every moment na magkasama kayo.
If not, you'll surely regret it for all your life..